shopping fever

i jz found out something today.... its mainly bad news for my dad and good news for... no one(well, maybe for those involved in the industry)... that i'm not only a chocoholic, i'm a SHOPPOHOLIC!!!! y does it hv 2 happen?! i tot i had full control, i tot i had the ability to hold tight to my wallet, and jz go for a simple window shopping. but no... things r getting worst. i not only hv to start bringing less money out, i also hv to keep my mind off those clothes that r on 70% discount by locking myself in some place with food or burry my face in a thick book if i'm ever near or in a shopping complex. last time, i remember it was me controling ppl from buying too much, but now, its my turn to b held back from touching those things on sale. maybe it runs in every girl's blood. but then there r some girl friends who hate shopping. i guess its jz the sale season that's giving me high fever n go nuts when i see that [SALE] sign. i went out with mom today, n i think she regreted on pointed out that nice black shirt from tz' factory. from that black shirt, it led me to a white top, then to another n another. amazing how things work around places like these.maybe its the songs they play in complexes that when u play it reversed u'll hear "buy more stuff, u cant get it anywhere else, in any other time, but now, here. spend till u hv no money to eat or even go home! muahahaahaha" but i cant blame them for my disease, they really do hv some point there, dumb consumers like me hv to fall for their advertisement persuasions or else they wont survive. see, from another point, i'm contributing to the cycle of the economy, so that unemployment rate will remain low, thus living standards of the society will be high. on the contrary, my living standard will eventually deteriorate n i'll hv to get another route for my source of money inflow... ok, enough crapping. i've to sleep to go for another day of shopping tmr. its the survival of the fittest!!!