LIVE YOUNG CAMP—a weird name for a camp, but I joined it anyways. It was a camp organized by music club, peer interact something something club, n mind games club. It started off when horny n I was late for the opening. Was so relieved that we were in the same group. We wore the camp shirt on n sat obediently with the rest of the campers. It was in the sports hall, with about 50+ coll ppl there. I must say, I practically din know anyone else there, except for horny n zena from Frisbee club. Was a little worried that it’ll b a boring camp, but things started to go on pretty cool. The mc was sooooo funny, but no one seemed to b laughing at his jokes except for members of the lamerism club(me n horny). We had a counsellor from inti who spoke about pressure n stuff (weird start la) then we played some lame clapping games, got to know some new ppl in the temporary groups, learnt the cha-cha, went into groups by feeling around blind folded, then walked around inti in our groups, with a string as the connection to the other members tied to the fore finger, blindfolded, n forbidden to say a word through out the whole thing. Was so cool. Went back the sports hall with two blue fore fingers, n designed our group’s flag. {Synergy…. Synchronized energy} nice name eh?
Our cheer was even better! Our facilitator, jia ying, appointed me to b group leader, n the rest of the team insisted also, so I had no choice. I must say, our team was very chun, nicely distributed. So anywayz, we slept in sports hall, n I got up to the song “lets get it started ha! Lets get it started in here!” n they put the a/c to full blast!
With my teeth jittering n trying hard not to die on the 1st day of camp, I managed to pull myself together to have another awesome day. We had b-fast at bistro palma (yes, the one with the worst roti canai…) left inti at about… I dunno wat time (I always dun care much about the time n date during camps =þ) reached pd n we went straight to the tiny hall. Good thing it was air conditioned. Dr. Sia came to talk about enjoying coll life, n living it to the fullest. I was really motivated by it, as I too am like her, a B student, being looked down by some ppl, but I’m never gonna give up on living my life to the max. Had lunch, some group activities, and then we walked to the beach in the evening. And then- the REAL fun started. The team working games were sooooo torturous, so tiring, so muscle straining, but it was super fun! I’ve never been running that crazily in a long time. The beach was filled with fine sand n our face was hit with warm breezy wind from the sea. Yes, no kidding, I was in pd. It wasn’t the dirty n smelly beach u’re imagining.
Back in the apartment, we cleaned ourselves n had dinner. Then back to the tiny hall. More group activities, n more laughing. The mc, gilbert, was so darn funny. Plus the combo from the advisor, Andrew, wah! Can’t describe how much I laughed that nite. Later we were allowed to hv our own free time (fyi, it was about 12 plus then) so horny n I joined a group who wanted to go rebellious for food. We walked out, same rout to the beach. But this time we went further. We went into the nearest hotel, to ask them where to find food, it was of no use. So we ended up not eating, kicking back on the beach. It was so nice, the breeze, the cold sand, the dark sky, n sounds of waves…. Wah… wat an experience. I actually managed to encounter my fear of lightning that nite. I dunno y but the sky would constantly go really bright cuz of lightning, but no thunder, n no rain. So I sat there, n starred rite at the lightning for a few scary times, n then I got used to it! Woohooo! I’m cured from Astraphobia! Went back to room at about 4, n had to wake up at 7…
We did a pretty cool aerobic dance with the cha-cha steps we learnt b4. We packed after that, went back to the hall, n presented our group’s talent thingy. It was pretty good. The title was “life is ….” N we started of with “life is…dot dot dot dot DOTA!!!” but the end, our title was “life is ….what u make of it”. U wont get it unless u watch us act. Soon, we left the place, went to teluk something something for a group photo session, n then departed pd, back to inti.
Well, the purpose apparently was to make us live young, but then I felt a little older n mature in thinking. Hahah, their aim ‘fei gei’ d. I got to make a lot of new friends, learn more bout myself, hv a great break away from my course work, n spent some valuable time with my boobie. So who cares about the name of the camp? I benefited so much from it, that money cant buy! (I’m not gonna blog about the price of the camp, cuz I know horny will surely emphasize on it, hahaha)
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Friday, September 23, 2005
dad's not-so-happy birthday
As a filial daughter of my awesome dad, I made it a point to go home jz for one nite to celebrate his bday… (Which reminds me… I 4got to ask him how old he actually was) went back to kl with ms sucy –my law lecturer, n mom came to pick me up from her place, then rushed to charmaine’s skool. I’ve never seen her drive so insanely… cuz we were kinda late n she din want charmaine to wait(also never seen her become gan jeong for me when I had to wait). Went home to wait for dad, then went to tasik permaisuri for dad’s bday dinner. The place was not so appetizing, though they claim to b a western restaurant. The food was… bad. The service was… weird. The ppl there were weirder. Anywayz, we hurriedly tried to finish our food, n left.
When we got to our car(my dad’s huge naza ria) was stuck. It was parked in front of a new supermarket, called “hero” and the lane was super narrow, with two car tightly parked beside it, n another two car parked at the other side of the road(illegally). No matter how hard my dad tried, it was impossible to get out from that place. So we waited, hoping that either one of the four cars would move away. One hour passed, n u cud literally see fumes coming out from my dad’s ears. It was so ironical that other cars were gradually moving away, except for those four cars. Even the manager of “hero” came out to try look for the owners. Then dad had to opt for the last resort… horn till the whole street would know that u own the naza ria. Another half n hour of horning went by, with my mom talking to the manager, n my sis & I doing lame stuff watching the workers close up “hero”. Well, dad’s last resort wasn’t really the last, the manager actually asked his workers to lift the car opposite to move it to another side, so my dad can move out. Woah, I totally din c that coming. Then finally we managed to get out of that place. The 1st impression was way way bad. Went home, immediately mcalled shua, chatted till 1 I think, then slept. I’m so gonna miss him when I’m gone. No one to cheer me up when I really nid one.
Well, I’ve got tests tmr, n I’ve not started abit of reivision. So till next time, peace out~
When we got to our car(my dad’s huge naza ria) was stuck. It was parked in front of a new supermarket, called “hero” and the lane was super narrow, with two car tightly parked beside it, n another two car parked at the other side of the road(illegally). No matter how hard my dad tried, it was impossible to get out from that place. So we waited, hoping that either one of the four cars would move away. One hour passed, n u cud literally see fumes coming out from my dad’s ears. It was so ironical that other cars were gradually moving away, except for those four cars. Even the manager of “hero” came out to try look for the owners. Then dad had to opt for the last resort… horn till the whole street would know that u own the naza ria. Another half n hour of horning went by, with my mom talking to the manager, n my sis & I doing lame stuff watching the workers close up “hero”. Well, dad’s last resort wasn’t really the last, the manager actually asked his workers to lift the car opposite to move it to another side, so my dad can move out. Woah, I totally din c that coming. Then finally we managed to get out of that place. The 1st impression was way way bad. Went home, immediately mcalled shua, chatted till 1 I think, then slept. I’m so gonna miss him when I’m gone. No one to cheer me up when I really nid one.
Well, I’ve got tests tmr, n I’ve not started abit of reivision. So till next time, peace out~
Monday, September 19, 2005
never too late in serving God
It was a very cosy Sunday morning, n as I was still deep asleep in bed, rebecca’s call woke me up. “jez lets walk to the bus stop together.”
“*yawn* okey… when?”
“errr… now? We’re supposed to b there at 8”
7.55am was wat I saw on my alarm clock. Shoot!
Got dressed. N thank God I dint miss the bus—it missed us…haha… everyone waited at the bus stop till 9, but we managed to get ourselves to church on time. The tiny little Banting church (Grace Assembly) was still quite empty until we (inti, nilai n another uni’s students) filled up most of the seats. It was friendship Sunday n guess who’s the guest…ALTERED FREQUENCY!!! They were seated humbly at the side of the hall. We had an awesome worship! Felt so good jumping while praising the Lord, and having fun in His presence. The service was very casual…no, very homely. Felt like I was in the house of God, glorifying him with my bros n sis in Christ. The lead singer, Andy, gave a short sharing on our duties as God’s children, and how Moses dealt with God’s plans for him. It reminded me that no matter how bz I am or will be, I shud still serve God in any way I can. As long as there is a heart of serving and the anticipation of letting ‘His will be done’. The alter call was great! The food was great! The ppl there were great! I bought their original cd (I actually hv a burnt one, but I feel awfully guilty owning one) n got their signatures. They r really cool ppl who hv their own lives, n yet whole heartedly serve God out of their bz schedule in their carrier. They were nominated as top 5 best English album...something like that… in AIM!!! Chun leh? And their song ‘exalt’ was in Hitz.fm’s chart… and another song was in xfresh fm… cant really remember exactly but I really admire wat they’ve done for Christ. Hormat!
So I pray that watever I do, I’ll try my best to serve God with watever talent He gave me, to glorify his name n not mine.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
big big girl
Staying back in campus makes me feel like a grown girl…heehee, dunno y. well, maybe it’s like I get to do wat I wanna do without the nagging of 2 control freaks, aka parents, asking me to stay home n study… hahah, nola, they’re not that bad, jz that I’m a little restricted with certain things back at home. But over here, I’m freeeeee. Anyhow, I said I feel like a grown girl cuz I know how to control myself d. kinda…. I look at things comparing it with opportunity costs. In econs terms opportunity cost is the best alternative given up by a decision to do something else. Eg: The YMCA(yam cha) chances when ppl invite me to go, I place it next to the only time I hv left for sleep. Then I compare. Sleep has more value, so then my opportunity cost will b fellowshipping with me friends. Get? And so, must say, I’ve given up thousands of opportunities, n yet hv gained something more valuable.
Last evening after class, I went for my 2nd time to chempaka’s pasar malam with iris n lovena. It was quite fun. It’s always fun being with them. Lovena’s friend sent us there, and we ate sooo much! Soya bean, uncle bob’s chicken, satay, the ‘lok lok’-food u dip in hot boiling soup then u eat with sweet sauce, limau ais, chou kuey teow, chhese cake, tau fu fah… came back around 7.30pm n I felt so sleepy, so I slept till I was waken up by horny’s call for dinner. Though I din feel like eatin(after eating so much in pm) I jz went anyway cuz if I continued sleeping I would’ve waken up the next morning. Met horny, Johnny, joven, johnnathan, hin long etc in the basketball court. Sat there n watched some really cool games of bball. I always get really fascinated with the agility in guys who play bball. So yau ying…. Other than watching n waiting, I played with iris’ game boy advance (sponge bob square pants) n I was gggggoooooooddddd~~ hahah. I also played with my oil-blotter taking it as a Frisbee, tossing it back n forth with horny (like flying cards but with really accurate aiming), n I think we’re getting better, hehehe. Well, I sat on the bball court steps till I dunno wat time, accompanied horny for his dinner, had a nice chat then went back to sleep.
Next morning, got up reeaaaal early to jog! Yeap, no kidding. Horny n I jogged around melati for 2 rounds I think, then had the worst roti canai ever in bistro palma. The jog was refreshing. Haha, the opportunities of studying in an ulu place away from the smoke n congestion. Anyhow, with my low stamina, horny had to walk with me instead of jog after a while hahah… went back to hostel, bathe, slept, then did my work.
At noon, hin long took horny, Rebecca(ex roomie) n I out for lunch. Good thing nasi kandar shop was not open (I dun quite like the food there). So we ate in chempaka, then Amanda(cousin in aussie) called me! Though we cud communicate thru the net but hearing her voice n dai yee’s voice makes me even more excited on going there.
Came back hostel, did my work, slept sumore, n had dinner. I wasn’t feeling so good then but horny treated me with a lot of energy bars n a movie over dinner. I felt a lot better then. Hahah. We watched ‘serving sara’ with his laptop in block E with CTS. Then we played some all-time-fav battle ship game! Those were the days when I was young, blasting battle ships on my video game…
N so, see how much I’ve grown?! Hahah, big girls nid to have some fun sometimes, so screw the idea of being dead serious with all the major decisions n stuff (there r times for those), but for now, just relax n enjoy the existence of life n friends that came with it! Peace out
Last evening after class, I went for my 2nd time to chempaka’s pasar malam with iris n lovena. It was quite fun. It’s always fun being with them. Lovena’s friend sent us there, and we ate sooo much! Soya bean, uncle bob’s chicken, satay, the ‘lok lok’-food u dip in hot boiling soup then u eat with sweet sauce, limau ais, chou kuey teow, chhese cake, tau fu fah… came back around 7.30pm n I felt so sleepy, so I slept till I was waken up by horny’s call for dinner. Though I din feel like eatin(after eating so much in pm) I jz went anyway cuz if I continued sleeping I would’ve waken up the next morning. Met horny, Johnny, joven, johnnathan, hin long etc in the basketball court. Sat there n watched some really cool games of bball. I always get really fascinated with the agility in guys who play bball. So yau ying…. Other than watching n waiting, I played with iris’ game boy advance (sponge bob square pants) n I was gggggoooooooddddd~~ hahah. I also played with my oil-blotter taking it as a Frisbee, tossing it back n forth with horny (like flying cards but with really accurate aiming), n I think we’re getting better, hehehe. Well, I sat on the bball court steps till I dunno wat time, accompanied horny for his dinner, had a nice chat then went back to sleep.
Next morning, got up reeaaaal early to jog! Yeap, no kidding. Horny n I jogged around melati for 2 rounds I think, then had the worst roti canai ever in bistro palma. The jog was refreshing. Haha, the opportunities of studying in an ulu place away from the smoke n congestion. Anyhow, with my low stamina, horny had to walk with me instead of jog after a while hahah… went back to hostel, bathe, slept, then did my work.
At noon, hin long took horny, Rebecca(ex roomie) n I out for lunch. Good thing nasi kandar shop was not open (I dun quite like the food there). So we ate in chempaka, then Amanda(cousin in aussie) called me! Though we cud communicate thru the net but hearing her voice n dai yee’s voice makes me even more excited on going there.
Came back hostel, did my work, slept sumore, n had dinner. I wasn’t feeling so good then but horny treated me with a lot of energy bars n a movie over dinner. I felt a lot better then. Hahah. We watched ‘serving sara’ with his laptop in block E with CTS. Then we played some all-time-fav battle ship game! Those were the days when I was young, blasting battle ships on my video game…
N so, see how much I’ve grown?! Hahah, big girls nid to have some fun sometimes, so screw the idea of being dead serious with all the major decisions n stuff (there r times for those), but for now, just relax n enjoy the existence of life n friends that came with it! Peace out
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
the unknown truth
Holding on to tears inside,
I’m trying not to cry.
Knowing there’s no place to hide,
But to just let time pass by.
Expecting it to last forever,
I kept my spirits high.
Now I know that I’m not so clever,
To keep forgiving and let things go by.
Some tell me not to jump to conclusions,
Some said “don’t let it distract you”,
But how can I find satisfaction,
If I don’t find out the truth?
What if I finally know it’s true,
How would I react?
I mite be down and blue
For experiencing the great impact.
Even if what i think is wrong,
And it was all a misunderstanding,
I already find that I don’t belong
To the one who kept me waiting.
I feel like I’ve been lied to and cheated
And gently being torn into pieces,
It is as if I’ve been defeated
By reality that has been so heartless…
*btw, the best song for this mood is "Hei Se You Muo" by Jay Chou
I’m trying not to cry.
Knowing there’s no place to hide,
But to just let time pass by.
Expecting it to last forever,
I kept my spirits high.
Now I know that I’m not so clever,
To keep forgiving and let things go by.
Some tell me not to jump to conclusions,
Some said “don’t let it distract you”,
But how can I find satisfaction,
If I don’t find out the truth?
What if I finally know it’s true,
How would I react?
I mite be down and blue
For experiencing the great impact.
Even if what i think is wrong,
And it was all a misunderstanding,
I already find that I don’t belong
To the one who kept me waiting.
I feel like I’ve been lied to and cheated
And gently being torn into pieces,
It is as if I’ve been defeated
By reality that has been so heartless…
*btw, the best song for this mood is "Hei Se You Muo" by Jay Chou
Saturday, September 10, 2005
extraordianary things in an ordinary day
Waking up at 7 jz to b punctual for 8 am class is already torturing enuf for me… consider staying in class till 6 in the evening when ur mind is already all set for dinner or still in bed. Today, I had to bear with my maths lecturer with his funny looking grin up will six, rush back to room n get ready for PARTAY baybeh! It was a cf committee bbq thingy in johnny’s hse (though I’m already out of the committee but I was still invited, nyeheh) his hse was homely n cooling, heehee, but the best word to describe it is: new. The funny thing was I din c any bbq pit outside his hse, or any signs of food… b4 I could start panicking, I found out that the party was upstairs, at the veranda. It was a pretty large space with a gas-bbq-cooker. Really chun. We took turns to cook n I started to back off from the stove when Carmen told me my contacts may melt in my eyes if I was near the heat. After makan-ing, we played the most creative game I’ve ever experienced. We split ourselves into 2 teams: the lefties n the normal human beings, hahaha. Then each team was given lots of chewing gum, and toothpicks. After 10 mins of chewing, we had to form some creative designs on a paper plate using the chewed gum with toothpick (no hands) it was gross at the start but it ended up very amusing, with all our work of art+ saliva+ bits of toothpick… the normal humans won after judged by johnny’s little sis, annie. Then we had more fun downstairs with the ‘pig’ game n a few rounds of mafia. We left the place at about 11.45pm. hin long drove me to lovena’s hse (planned to sta over at her place to teach her some maths) b4 we reach her hse, kim beng was asking me stuff, so I din pay attention o the road, n hin long dint know the way so when I saw that he was ‘going to’ make the wrong turn, I immediately said “turn here!” then out of no where, a waja came so close to his car, almost clashing with it! Good thing his reaction was fast enuf to avoid n get into the rite turning. Then that waja stoped beside hin loong’s car. With windows down n blasting techno music, the guy talked rudely with hin long with a bat (the steering lock thingy) in his hand. Woah, it was so scary man…. Actually, it was party the waja driver’s fault for not turning on the front light, that’s y we din c them coming. After the creepy experience, I went into lovena’s hse, which was filled with cigerrate smoke smell. Well, it wasn’t so bad when in her room, so I was all the time inside, hiding. Helped her abit in maths, till I was soooo tired, and i finally did something that i do normally--sleep.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
ultimate mosquitoe technique
The modern mosquitoes now a days hv somehow upgraded their skills on being a pest. Staying on the ground floor gives me the privilege to know how. Mosquitoes of the current generation not only aim to suck my blood when I’m not looking n cause me to itch like mad after that, they also hv a better purpose in living: to annoy me to the max b4 they kamikaze(fly real slow in front of me so that I can exterminate them). Now I’m not talking about the Foo-Pak! Technique, it’s jz simply the “Killing it Softly with my Palm” way, n I managed to execute four mosquitoes in half an hour, n still counting. It’s a good way to train my reflexes though, says horny. Like the ultimate way to spend ur time in the room.
Speaking of ultimate, I jz joined the Ultimate Frisbee Club! Now now, stop laughing n read on will u?! I realized how dead I was for the pass 2 sems in terms of outdoor activities, so since angela was trying to recruit more ppl to this club, I sort of gave it a try. I jz came back from the 1st training n I find it pretty interesting. An ULTIMATE game was created with jz a simple plate and 14 ppl of 2 teams. Though it was hard to get the hang in ‘flipping’ the plate …to the right person, the seniours there said they took about a few weeks to nicely throw the Frisbee (correctly). After getting bored of tossing the plate back n forth with Ee Lin and getting blisters on my middle finger, I stepped aside to watch the existing member play a real game of ultimate Frisbee.
After the game, I had dinner with them, met more ppl from other courses. I found out that most of them initially joined the club for other hidden motives (u know...), then later they started to get real good with the game so now their really into it. Well, I’m glad I’m in a club n that I hv the chance to meet ppl n do various types of activities n not b deprived in my own corner n let my college life slowly fade away. Bottom line—I’m enjoying myself =)
Speaking of ultimate, I jz joined the Ultimate Frisbee Club! Now now, stop laughing n read on will u?! I realized how dead I was for the pass 2 sems in terms of outdoor activities, so since angela was trying to recruit more ppl to this club, I sort of gave it a try. I jz came back from the 1st training n I find it pretty interesting. An ULTIMATE game was created with jz a simple plate and 14 ppl of 2 teams. Though it was hard to get the hang in ‘flipping’ the plate …to the right person, the seniours there said they took about a few weeks to nicely throw the Frisbee (correctly). After getting bored of tossing the plate back n forth with Ee Lin and getting blisters on my middle finger, I stepped aside to watch the existing member play a real game of ultimate Frisbee.
After the game, I had dinner with them, met more ppl from other courses. I found out that most of them initially joined the club for other hidden motives (u know...), then later they started to get real good with the game so now their really into it. Well, I’m glad I’m in a club n that I hv the chance to meet ppl n do various types of activities n not b deprived in my own corner n let my college life slowly fade away. Bottom line—I’m enjoying myself =)
Monday, September 05, 2005
ifyouknowwutimean
One week jz passes in a blink of an eye, with no warning at all, reality jz snaps at u when u’re standing rite at the edge. This weekend was rather horrible for me, getting news of the unexpected. However, I’ve more than ready to face this new week ahead of me. My com now is close to ntg esp this time when the whole server in campus is down. No sound driver, my document constantly hang, n cant setup a lot of important progs.
Well, there were some stuff that I wanted to blog about but I jz dun hv the mood to rite now…. Feeling depressed n disturbed…ifyouknowwutimean
Well, there were some stuff that I wanted to blog about but I jz dun hv the mood to rite now…. Feeling depressed n disturbed…ifyouknowwutimean
Friday, September 02, 2005
ggooooorrrgeous mate!
Sometimes, its pretty hard to describe ur day with jz one word, cuz it all jz has it’s own description for every situation. I went to my sis’ skool today, jz for a look c, n to get out of the house before I go insane. As I walked beside my sis n behind my mom along the aisle, eyes jz looked out of the classrooms, n it felt so weird. Some malay boys were like doing the squeeking sound as if they’ve never seen an outsider walking along that lane before. I ignored them by talking to my sis, asking her lame questions like ‘what’s 2 x 786?’ and ‘how do spell jay chow? Chau? Chou? Chao?’ after confusing her for a min, she left me alone n went to her friends, thinking I’ve gone nuts. So I stood there waiting for my mom, n these form 5 boys were like calling out “ah moi! Datang tukar skolah ke? Atau cik nak cari siape?” I was hoping that they were talking to another ah moi, but then I realized I was the only one standing there, I jz shook my head n ignored them. Then they asked more stuff like ‘umur berapa? Skolah mana? Telefon nombor apa?’ sheesh! Mom! Where the heck r u?! my sis wasn’t in sight, so I went to the canteen for cover. With my mp3 headphone on, n my holiday reading covering my face, I tried to show that I wasn’t entertaining their nuisance.
Left her skool n went to idp in jalan ampang. Dad walked over from his office to b with us. Though he wasn’t being very supportive in all my uni planning, but this time, it was so nice of him to jz come along. I know it isn’t easy for him to come up with that lump some of money for my education, wish I cud do something to help (but then I’m not smart enuf to get a scholarship, so I’ll hv to fully depend on dad). This lady, angeline assisted me in all the application stuff, n I chose communication media and culture as my 1st preference, communication and media management 2nd, and professional and creative media 3rd. I’ve no idea what I’ve gotten myself into, but it sounds like a very interesting thing to do. I surfed the site about the subjects and it’s mainly on publishing, editing blah blah. Other than these stuff, I seriously dunno what else can I do. Well, I hope that’s what God wants me to do or else it’ll be a waste of time and money. Now all I gotta do is wait for a month n receive my offer letter, then get my visa and medical checkup done, n I’ll b off to the land down under! I may be a little scared, but my excitement in going to another country to study covers it all. Wish me the best ya? Till next blog, c ya mate!
Left her skool n went to idp in jalan ampang. Dad walked over from his office to b with us. Though he wasn’t being very supportive in all my uni planning, but this time, it was so nice of him to jz come along. I know it isn’t easy for him to come up with that lump some of money for my education, wish I cud do something to help (but then I’m not smart enuf to get a scholarship, so I’ll hv to fully depend on dad). This lady, angeline assisted me in all the application stuff, n I chose communication media and culture as my 1st preference, communication and media management 2nd, and professional and creative media 3rd. I’ve no idea what I’ve gotten myself into, but it sounds like a very interesting thing to do. I surfed the site about the subjects and it’s mainly on publishing, editing blah blah. Other than these stuff, I seriously dunno what else can I do. Well, I hope that’s what God wants me to do or else it’ll be a waste of time and money. Now all I gotta do is wait for a month n receive my offer letter, then get my visa and medical checkup done, n I’ll b off to the land down under! I may be a little scared, but my excitement in going to another country to study covers it all. Wish me the best ya? Till next blog, c ya mate!
church camp
With my back pack over my shoulders, n sunglasses on my nose, I stood in front of the church lobby, wondering what n the world hv I gotten myself into. I’m about to join a camp for goodness sake! Yet I wasn’t at all excited. Maybe coz I knew I would b going alone with nothing to be excited about. Only loh pui yee n I were from the English youth, the others (young ppl) were either young adults or from the Chinese youth. I always look forward to camps, leaving home n enjoying myself with new found, clickable friends. Just not this one. Dad gv me a sound scolding b4 allowing me to come for this camp, saying that I’m not spending enuf time on my skool work n stuff. I was also ordered to b mama’s temporary ‘slave’ for the entire camp duration, which I dun mind that, its jz that they should hv trusted me better from the start.
I went on the bus, walked straight to the back with yin yee n pui yee. They were merely the only ppl who I can hang out with, the rest are jz kids, or working adults, n not to mention, the elderly-s. I think there r more senior citizen than the adults n kids put together. I don’t mind them honestly, jz that they filled the place with strong ‘fong yau’ smell, which makes me feel dizzy. Throughout the whole journey, yin yee told me her whole few-weeks-back-drama, which I found it pretty interesting. Arrived melacca water city resort, still not in the enthusiastic mood, but smiled anyway. The place was cool, nicely designed with a man made lake rite in the middle n a hanging bridge across it. The activities available were also funjoyable, just that I din hv money n no one was appropriate enuf to go play with me. I helped mama carry her stuff to her room b4 I went to mine. I shared a room with lisun (gf of camp commander). I also shared an apartment with the wong family n mun yee’s friend Eleonor from England. Thought they wud b of good company but they were mostly out to melacca city n did not fully participated in the activities. So I sticked close to lisun, n prayed that I’d hv fun. Well, God was great as always, I did hv fun (if I look at the brighter side, that is).
The speaker was Dr. yee who was a researcher n lecturer in Theology. For a smart man like he, he’s very sociable, n said I looked like zhang zi yi. Even ps chan agreed. Haha, anywayz, his preaching was rather profound n not easily understood, however we got used to it after a few sessions of him repeating the word ‘Eros’ which form the word erotic. (song os songs 4:1) I din know that the bible was sooooo precise on certain things n it totally blew me away!
After sessions, we were separated into diff groups, n I landed in the most “cham” group. Our leader took off the next day to go golfing n some had children to care for, some din even know they were from our team, so the remainders who actually ‘wants’ to participate joined other groups. N the funny thing was, my group won 1st runner up in overall group points, haha. Maybe it was because we were given the same points as the groups that we participated in (telematch n talent performance). The 1st nite I managed to contact chee meng who came with his seniors to jz come hv a look c, n to meet up with me. Its been such a long time since I saw him n I wish he could stay n accompany me throughout the whole camp, but he had classes the next day. Anyhow, we had a good chat b4 I retreated to my apartment where Jason n Jerome came over to hv a chat with the former English youths (yin yee, loh pui yee, wong phui yee, mun yee, lisun, me). We played 2 rounds of chordai dee n I won twice.
Had a morning devotion with uncle Denise leading. Was rather funny, looking at how his daughters talked to him. Went for 2nd session, lunch, skipped 3rd session, helped out a little in the telematch preparation, then had a great time during the telematch. This girl called June was in my team n she stuck close to me. We really had fun looking at aunty wai ying flow flour as it stuck to her face, passing bananas with our knees, eating chili padi, garlic, onion, bitter gods, ginger…, running around with 2 old ppl complaining of their old age. Everytime I met /helped an old person, I gotta address myself as ho yoke lan’s granddaughter, or else they wouldn’t even remember u. after dinner, we had this talent nite thingy where each group had to come up with a sketch to sell a certain product. I was sooo funny looking at old ppl do the unthinkable! later that nite, we had a good game of cluedo. I almost won….almost! When Jason finally came, most of them were already sleepy, so the remaining games weren’t as challenging.
I woke up late on the last day, missed morning devotion, cuz I slept really late the nite b4. Dragged myself for breakfast n the final session. Went back feeling relieved that the whole camp is over. I finally could get back to my own world. But, I got to get close with June, n some old ppl who I never talk to even when I see them in church. Didn’t regret going for this camp just that it’s a pity that I wasn’t having fun WITH the ones that I usually hv fun with.
Overall, I found this year’s church camp very new. It was like I was going to another church’s camp n not my own. N most of them spoke in Chinese, n it really reminded me how sucky my Chinese is. There are a lot of thing I learnt from this camp, that I wish I had the time to blog it but sorry—no time.
I went on the bus, walked straight to the back with yin yee n pui yee. They were merely the only ppl who I can hang out with, the rest are jz kids, or working adults, n not to mention, the elderly-s. I think there r more senior citizen than the adults n kids put together. I don’t mind them honestly, jz that they filled the place with strong ‘fong yau’ smell, which makes me feel dizzy. Throughout the whole journey, yin yee told me her whole few-weeks-back-drama, which I found it pretty interesting. Arrived melacca water city resort, still not in the enthusiastic mood, but smiled anyway. The place was cool, nicely designed with a man made lake rite in the middle n a hanging bridge across it. The activities available were also funjoyable, just that I din hv money n no one was appropriate enuf to go play with me. I helped mama carry her stuff to her room b4 I went to mine. I shared a room with lisun (gf of camp commander). I also shared an apartment with the wong family n mun yee’s friend Eleonor from England. Thought they wud b of good company but they were mostly out to melacca city n did not fully participated in the activities. So I sticked close to lisun, n prayed that I’d hv fun. Well, God was great as always, I did hv fun (if I look at the brighter side, that is).
The speaker was Dr. yee who was a researcher n lecturer in Theology. For a smart man like he, he’s very sociable, n said I looked like zhang zi yi. Even ps chan agreed. Haha, anywayz, his preaching was rather profound n not easily understood, however we got used to it after a few sessions of him repeating the word ‘Eros’ which form the word erotic. (song os songs 4:1) I din know that the bible was sooooo precise on certain things n it totally blew me away!
After sessions, we were separated into diff groups, n I landed in the most “cham” group. Our leader took off the next day to go golfing n some had children to care for, some din even know they were from our team, so the remainders who actually ‘wants’ to participate joined other groups. N the funny thing was, my group won 1st runner up in overall group points, haha. Maybe it was because we were given the same points as the groups that we participated in (telematch n talent performance). The 1st nite I managed to contact chee meng who came with his seniors to jz come hv a look c, n to meet up with me. Its been such a long time since I saw him n I wish he could stay n accompany me throughout the whole camp, but he had classes the next day. Anyhow, we had a good chat b4 I retreated to my apartment where Jason n Jerome came over to hv a chat with the former English youths (yin yee, loh pui yee, wong phui yee, mun yee, lisun, me). We played 2 rounds of chordai dee n I won twice.
Had a morning devotion with uncle Denise leading. Was rather funny, looking at how his daughters talked to him. Went for 2nd session, lunch, skipped 3rd session, helped out a little in the telematch preparation, then had a great time during the telematch. This girl called June was in my team n she stuck close to me. We really had fun looking at aunty wai ying flow flour as it stuck to her face, passing bananas with our knees, eating chili padi, garlic, onion, bitter gods, ginger…, running around with 2 old ppl complaining of their old age. Everytime I met /helped an old person, I gotta address myself as ho yoke lan’s granddaughter, or else they wouldn’t even remember u. after dinner, we had this talent nite thingy where each group had to come up with a sketch to sell a certain product. I was sooo funny looking at old ppl do the unthinkable! later that nite, we had a good game of cluedo. I almost won….almost! When Jason finally came, most of them were already sleepy, so the remaining games weren’t as challenging.
I woke up late on the last day, missed morning devotion, cuz I slept really late the nite b4. Dragged myself for breakfast n the final session. Went back feeling relieved that the whole camp is over. I finally could get back to my own world. But, I got to get close with June, n some old ppl who I never talk to even when I see them in church. Didn’t regret going for this camp just that it’s a pity that I wasn’t having fun WITH the ones that I usually hv fun with.
Overall, I found this year’s church camp very new. It was like I was going to another church’s camp n not my own. N most of them spoke in Chinese, n it really reminded me how sucky my Chinese is. There are a lot of thing I learnt from this camp, that I wish I had the time to blog it but sorry—no time.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
A tribute to my lost pix....
Lets pause for a moment of silence for my pc, which went thru trials and tribulations, thru thick n thin, thru the good n bad times with me, etc etc. as u shut up in condolence for my com, lemme retell the story of the downfall of my com.. it started off a few weeks ago when the Microsoft office went nuts. Everytime I clicked on the m.words, my com will auto restart, causing me to not save the important stuff I was doing halfway. Liz will know how tedious work became to me as our lecturers began to warn us on late submitted work. I had to re-do some essays, crack up some new ideas on my legal assignment n re-do the youth schedule. Thx liz for helping me print those stuff, n thx horny for ur laptop. Soon, the term break came n I tot it would b a good time to give my com a little break, but then I overestimated its capability in retaliating from that weird sickness, n continued using it when I brought it home.
On wed*** as shua tried to send photos to my com from his hp, the blue screen of doom came for the 1st time. “oh cool, it now shuts down my com instead of restarting it, so if I wanna turn off my pc, I jz double click Microsoft words” I happily commented. Soon I knew, it was the worst sign any computer can take. Everyone’s reply was “hor~~~ gotta format d…” when I told them about my com’s condition. Took it to justine’s hse last fri nite. Goh goh(Sebastian), our family’s computer doctor was available then. He was on high demand as clemence’s com needed some help too. Goh goh showed me the ‘I’m-sorry-i-cant-save-ur-beloved’ look b4 he did whatever he had to do to make my com work again.
Things weren’t so bad with my cousins around to cheer me up. Mandy was ever ready with her lame IQ questions, Theresa comforted me by relating her reformatting story, Justine supported me by offering her peak online time to get my com fixed, ah boy (clemence) gave me chocolates, n my sis did good in keeping quiet. All my pictures… assignments, collections, all gone. Looking at the screen showing 25%, 27%, 30%... was painful for me n boring for the rest so we all watched house of fury in the hall. That surely did make me smile, no…, laugh.
Finally, it was done, my entire C drive gone. Leaving me with only vague memories of my work, n most importantly, my pictures that I took. Those pix from mabul-sipadan with brats, smktd pix, family pix during CNYs n new years, pix from church, prom, college wacky moments, pix for self-admiration…. Feeling so sad rite now… haih…now I seriously know how horny felt when he lost his hp with pix inside.
Well, all I can do now is to b ever ready with my digi cam n start taking nicer pix, as I anticipate greater times to come. And also to b smarter in managing my stuff in my com, so that none of this catastrophe can happen again
On wed*** as shua tried to send photos to my com from his hp, the blue screen of doom came for the 1st time. “oh cool, it now shuts down my com instead of restarting it, so if I wanna turn off my pc, I jz double click Microsoft words” I happily commented. Soon I knew, it was the worst sign any computer can take. Everyone’s reply was “hor~~~ gotta format d…” when I told them about my com’s condition. Took it to justine’s hse last fri nite. Goh goh(Sebastian), our family’s computer doctor was available then. He was on high demand as clemence’s com needed some help too. Goh goh showed me the ‘I’m-sorry-i-cant-save-ur-beloved’ look b4 he did whatever he had to do to make my com work again.
Things weren’t so bad with my cousins around to cheer me up. Mandy was ever ready with her lame IQ questions, Theresa comforted me by relating her reformatting story, Justine supported me by offering her peak online time to get my com fixed, ah boy (clemence) gave me chocolates, n my sis did good in keeping quiet. All my pictures… assignments, collections, all gone. Looking at the screen showing 25%, 27%, 30%... was painful for me n boring for the rest so we all watched house of fury in the hall. That surely did make me smile, no…, laugh.
Finally, it was done, my entire C drive gone. Leaving me with only vague memories of my work, n most importantly, my pictures that I took. Those pix from mabul-sipadan with brats, smktd pix, family pix during CNYs n new years, pix from church, prom, college wacky moments, pix for self-admiration…. Feeling so sad rite now… haih…now I seriously know how horny felt when he lost his hp with pix inside.
Well, all I can do now is to b ever ready with my digi cam n start taking nicer pix, as I anticipate greater times to come. And also to b smarter in managing my stuff in my com, so that none of this catastrophe can happen again
Happy failure
Woke up early today (24/8/05-wed), jz to get my ic done, which in the end was done only at 11am… the photo taking experience was not good… not good. I wasn’t told about anything. Mom jz asked me to sit n wait. I knew something bad was coming so I fixed myself jz incase the machine infront of me would snap the bad angel of me. N b4 I knew it, the light of the machine slowly died off n the man said “ok cik, boleh pergi counter dua” I was like… “huh?!” u mean u took my pic ALREADY?!??!?! Darn, then I saw my pic in the screen on the flat LCD in counter 2. at 1st I tot who was the girl who took her pic with her eyes closed? Then only I realized it was me… nicely smilling with my eyes closed. *tooooooooot* he cud at least tell me or count ‘satu, dua, cheeeezze!’ haiz, I’ll jz have to close my eyes and smile the next time ppl identify me with my ic.
Well, my day was soon cheered up by hum the magnificent, peili the powerful n horny the horny, ahaha(not made up by me- I jz got it through an sms I received b4 my rescuers came). We had lunch in tepanyaki, mv. Josh n I ate mount fuji, horny n peili also had one fuji too, heehee. Got my mp3 fixed by a young lad who works in this weird looking office in mv boulevard. Shua n I tried to catch up on the latest lame jokes that came to mind, as pei li walked beside horny who looked as if he didn’t sleep n couldn’t sleep for ages. All of us knew all he could think of then was wat to do if his results did not turn out the way he expected, n tried not to give him bad ideas on it.
Arrived at shua’s hse to continue our movie marathon but then it failed cuz there were kids around, u know. So we ended up playing with shua’s little sis. B4 that, horny’s hands were sweating when we checked our grades online. He made me check mine 1st, which I already didn’t expect a nice piece with rockets for any subject. Was jz plain relieved that I didn’t fail my econs, n any other subject. I honestly was more excited to c horny’s results. Both shua n I gave him ‘boobie support’! hahaha, okok, sound obscene. Well, turned out he did better than good, so we celebrated his achievement by… by doing stupid things that we usually do, hahaa. Since my com was already dead then, I took the chance to do my hw with shua’s laptop, as they danced on the dancing mat behind me. It was soooo entertaining looking at horny n shua ‘dance’. Wei wen, shua’s lil sis said “look jez! goh goh is finally dancing!” hahaha. The small n crowded room was messed up by our presence (actually it was messy from the start already). That’s wat I call a home-messy, cozy, merry, entertaining, noisy… I met shua’s 1st, 2nd 3rd n 4th wife, then had dinner on the 1st floor (not ground floor)of the chunted home. Shua, u got a really unique home there. So, after u makan, wat do u do? U minum! We went to this shop #### for very expensive but worthy drinks. Peili n I loved the one that tasted something like vodka diluted in some soda drink, but the guys liked the berry thing with red wine, which tasted like the pinkish fever medicine. At 10, they sent me home feeling satisfied n happy to finally hv set foot into the home of hums.
Well, my day was soon cheered up by hum the magnificent, peili the powerful n horny the horny, ahaha(not made up by me- I jz got it through an sms I received b4 my rescuers came). We had lunch in tepanyaki, mv. Josh n I ate mount fuji, horny n peili also had one fuji too, heehee. Got my mp3 fixed by a young lad who works in this weird looking office in mv boulevard. Shua n I tried to catch up on the latest lame jokes that came to mind, as pei li walked beside horny who looked as if he didn’t sleep n couldn’t sleep for ages. All of us knew all he could think of then was wat to do if his results did not turn out the way he expected, n tried not to give him bad ideas on it.
Arrived at shua’s hse to continue our movie marathon but then it failed cuz there were kids around, u know. So we ended up playing with shua’s little sis. B4 that, horny’s hands were sweating when we checked our grades online. He made me check mine 1st, which I already didn’t expect a nice piece with rockets for any subject. Was jz plain relieved that I didn’t fail my econs, n any other subject. I honestly was more excited to c horny’s results. Both shua n I gave him ‘boobie support’! hahaha, okok, sound obscene. Well, turned out he did better than good, so we celebrated his achievement by… by doing stupid things that we usually do, hahaa. Since my com was already dead then, I took the chance to do my hw with shua’s laptop, as they danced on the dancing mat behind me. It was soooo entertaining looking at horny n shua ‘dance’. Wei wen, shua’s lil sis said “look jez! goh goh is finally dancing!” hahaha. The small n crowded room was messed up by our presence (actually it was messy from the start already). That’s wat I call a home-messy, cozy, merry, entertaining, noisy… I met shua’s 1st, 2nd 3rd n 4th wife, then had dinner on the 1st floor (not ground floor)of the chunted home. Shua, u got a really unique home there. So, after u makan, wat do u do? U minum! We went to this shop #### for very expensive but worthy drinks. Peili n I loved the one that tasted something like vodka diluted in some soda drink, but the guys liked the berry thing with red wine, which tasted like the pinkish fever medicine. At 10, they sent me home feeling satisfied n happy to finally hv set foot into the home of hums.
kerana ku malaysia!!!
Every year on independence day, I would b sitting in front of the tv with breakfast dripping down my chin, as I gaze lazily at the ant-like formations by patriotic ppl with the jalur gemilang hung all over the place. But not this year. I spent the independence morning with my law text book, frivolously memorizing the steps on how the magistrate courts put bad ppl into the rite superior courts to b trialed. Sad rite? So much for being independent. The annual tradition was stripped away by the heavy burden of passing a law test. It was the only time in the year for me to hv the perfect reason to b lazy – “mom, I’m not lazing around, I’m celebrating national day by being happy for the ppl who worked so hard to make up that performance. If no one watches this, it’ll b a waste of our scarce resources!” will be my response when my mom starts saying I’m being a bum. anywayz, I’m glad I at least get to sit quietly in my room with no missiles launched a few miles away, and my house would not b torn apart without warning, no dead bodies lying on the roadside as military troops in tanks search the place for survivors. HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MALAYSIA!!!! Man… u’re getting old.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
late author
Wow, I feel like a modern writer/author/novelist, sitting down on my bed with the sounds surrounding me drowned by the music I’m blasting in my ears, a lap top on my lap, starring blankly out the window as if looking for the right words to use in my ‘production’, heehee. Notice that I missed a lot of blogging days rite? Well that’s coz my ever most ‘loyal’ com was down with the flu, then fell into a sudden chronic death, when (as josh put it) the blue screen of doom appeared. Goh goh (my cousin bro) gave me the ‘I’m sorry I’m unable to save ur com’ look, jz b4 hr formatted my whole C drive in justine’s hse. Well, I’ll blog about that tragic nite another time, for now I’m jz gonna blog about wat happened today.
It’s the 2nd day of the final sem n I’m beginning to hv secret nervous breakdowns already. I’ve to hand in a law media research by Friday, a creative writing essay by next Monday, law test on next Tuesday(6 chaps), English presentation on thurs together with acc’s retest, n maths quiz on fri…. that’s jz the 2nd week of the sem! I actually did some work during the hols but it was all gone when my com died last Friday. So my desperate move was to borrow horny’s wife(his lap top) for these 2 days.
This morning, I woke up from my dream when I saw a head popping into my room. It was lizzie’s calling me in a “wat the..?” tone. Class starts at 8 n it was then 8am… wooopss! I had a bad nite last nite, trying so hard making my com function normally. After it was resurrected, ntg was left in it except for a few episodes of FRIENDS n my song collection. All the other programs were gone! Anywayz..! I was still smilling =) good thing I have useful friends like lizzie who help configured most of the technical thingies, n horny who stayed up with me while I get done with my com.
Oh ya, about today(heehee, keep drifting away) went for maths class, walked around coll with angela then later with lizzie, went to the university placement office to ask about applications to unis, blah, then makan in bakery, acc class, got back to sleep, did my work, packed, law class, balik kampung, yam tong in popo’s hse, now I’m smelling good n fresh on my bed with soooo many things in my head that I wanna type. BUT, no time. So stay tuned for more of my backtracking blogs soon! adios
It’s the 2nd day of the final sem n I’m beginning to hv secret nervous breakdowns already. I’ve to hand in a law media research by Friday, a creative writing essay by next Monday, law test on next Tuesday(6 chaps), English presentation on thurs together with acc’s retest, n maths quiz on fri…. that’s jz the 2nd week of the sem! I actually did some work during the hols but it was all gone when my com died last Friday. So my desperate move was to borrow horny’s wife(his lap top) for these 2 days.
This morning, I woke up from my dream when I saw a head popping into my room. It was lizzie’s calling me in a “wat the..?” tone. Class starts at 8 n it was then 8am… wooopss! I had a bad nite last nite, trying so hard making my com function normally. After it was resurrected, ntg was left in it except for a few episodes of FRIENDS n my song collection. All the other programs were gone! Anywayz..! I was still smilling =) good thing I have useful friends like lizzie who help configured most of the technical thingies, n horny who stayed up with me while I get done with my com.
Oh ya, about today(heehee, keep drifting away) went for maths class, walked around coll with angela then later with lizzie, went to the university placement office to ask about applications to unis, blah, then makan in bakery, acc class, got back to sleep, did my work, packed, law class, balik kampung, yam tong in popo’s hse, now I’m smelling good n fresh on my bed with soooo many things in my head that I wanna type. BUT, no time. So stay tuned for more of my backtracking blogs soon! adios
Saturday, August 20, 2005
great day spent at home
wats the best way to spend ur holidays? stay at home n watch movies, rite? well, i had a better one. my boobies came over today, n planned to hv a movie marathon. they came at about 9.45am...i was still half asleep. we kick started the day with 'fantastic 4' followed by 'charlie n the chocolate factory'. we were so hungry then, which led us to the kitchen. b4 i knew it, we were making ourselves food. wah, so proud of ourselves, hahaha, managed to cook up some pretty good maggie curry. then my mom fed us with more food, n marcuz was so fascinated with cutting stuff. he sliced the honey dew n grapes into such small cubes that i think it'll b very convenient for those ants in my kitchen to carry away. joshua was jz enjoying his maggie which he added the extra flavouring in. we had yogurt with the tiny pieces of fruits, n wanted to watch unleashed, but then we dint hv enuf time, so we watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S instead. at about 6+ we left to fetch charmaine from skool. dropped by at jaya jusco for a walk, then to popo's hse. had dinner(more food!) then sent the both of them off at ktm station. nice way to spend ur holiday rite? looking forward to more funjoyatastic times like these. ~peace out~
Friday, August 19, 2005
another day out
went out for a show with yee yee today. i din plan to go out today since i already wasnt home for the past 2 days, but yeeyee has been calling me almost everyday to get me out for a movie so i gave in. she drove there in kau fu's car, stopped by at a travel agent cuz she needed to do some stuff. that place was literally like hong kong. everyone spoke perfect cantonese, even the big boss. n the male employers there were a little 'gay'. the typical hong kong gay guys. then we walked over to time square, bought tickets for 'bewitched', grabbed some food, then went in the hall. i expected watching some imax movies but then we didnt quite know the place n we were running out of time, so wat the heck, watever movie will do. the show was ok...i'll give it 5 out of 10. nothing major to 'ooooohahhhhhh' about. i jz like the way nicole kidman talk. so innocently sexy. as we were leaving, i saw yin yee, also walking out with her friend, wat a coincidence. walked around time square, good thing i din hv my wallet with me today, or else i wouldnt wanna know the consequence. well, yeeyee bought a pants n we left. everytime i come to this place(sg wang, time square, low yat, bintang walk...) i get to learn a little bit more about the place. gimme a few more times, i'll b able to read the place like the back of my hand, muahahaa!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
the unexpected knowledge
went back to college today with my boobies, main reason was to get my law text book to finish up my media research, however, i've gained more knowledge than i've expected of today. marcuz' mom is an auditor, n she had to check on some cancer machines used in a cancer hospital in nilai(that was y i cud tumpang, josh came along to kill time) we stopped by that hospital, n left with the car when his mom went to work. had breakfast at al-salam, watched 'man of the house' with marcuz' laptop in block e, invented a dumb ball game with josh while waiting for marcuz, played a crazy game of bball with no rules in the hot bball court, took a shower, had lunch at a place in cempaka, came back to block e to watch 'herbie', rushed back to the hospital to fetch his mom, tought we were late but then we were invited in to check out the new divice that they use to cure cancer. n that was when i learnt ALOT about cancer. i saw this chun machine that cud kill cancer cells, only 2 in the whole of msia! the thing was so cool, it cud turn 360degrees n the floor will sink in when the device reaches the floor. there were moulds for patients to stay still as the machine worked on them, n also the hospital melts metal stuff to the shape of the body part that has the cancer cells so that the metal thingy will protect other healthy parts from being zapped out. the metal cube was so heavy, i think its as heavy as my monitor except smaller. there r jz sooo many things that i wanna write about but its jz too technical that u jz hv to c it 4 urself. we also had a look at the CAT scan(which looked like a super huge polo sweet) to diagnose wat kind of cancer u kena. waahhh, it was all so amazing! we left the hospital with our jaws hanging way below our face. then we dropped by at nilai 1, planned to find dinner there but all they sold there were cloths or clothes that were soooo 'fan ban'. marcuz's mom bought alot of little thingies that u put little thingies in it, haha, man, i'm bad in describing. anyhow, i got myself a chun container for my cork collection, shua got one for his matchstick collections. to cut the whole story short-the place was boring, so we went to south city plaza instead. the traffic was so heavy n we were starving but we were laughing so hard, all the way there, joking on our names pronounced backwards n on the blackcurrent ribena mascot that goes "Brrr"(with high putched tone). wonder what marcuz' mom was thinking about these 2 crazy laughing machines behind the car. ohya, i also learnt that josh wears the seat belt in the back seat. was soooo funny looking at him do the Brrr thing while being strapped back to his seat. well, we had dinner, n both josh n i were amazed at how marcuz fed himself. i think his mom was getting worried too, i think he cud eat an entire cow that nite! we even had 'cinabon' after dinner which includes alot of satays in the end. went shopping with his mom, then headed back home. it was really a thrilling day, having the chance to play ball, watch movies, look at machines, laugh at some dumb mascot, eat till u no longer can take in anymore... jz in one day. -pure satisfaction-
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
day out with my boobies
i thought the holidays would b jz boring, having to finish up my projects n stuff, but it turned out to b great even though its jz the 2nd day of the week. joshua suggested, that since we dint do anything special for marcuz, we shall give him a surprized birthday scare-one week after his bday. so both of us got up early, n josh bought a pathetically small yet tasty secret recipe cake, a coconut(do not ask me y) n a snow spray thingy. we gathered everything, including peili at 8.30am, n set off to his place, hoping that he's still asleep. when we got there, it was obvious he jz woke up with his uncombed hair, bengkak eyes, n shirt worn inside out. the 3 of us had fun spraying white snowy stuff on his body, his sister was enjoy the prank from a safe distance. then we raided his room, ate the cake n drank the coconut drink, played some lame computer flash games, took some lame pix n went out to get our things done: joshua had to get his darling phone fixed, marcuz needed to change his FF8 cd, peili needed to get a job n i had to get my baby mp3 fixed. left his home at 10.40am, had lunch in red box(was my 1st time in redbox n i must say the sound system really is better than neway). met peili's bf, screamed out hearts out, we even sang 'night fever' n 'staying alive' while marcuz fell asleep on the couch. then we went to get our things done, wich ended up peili getting her job(i think) n all 3 of our missions failed. by then our stomachs were calling out to us, so we went over to sg wang for food. i made marcuz n josh to do me a favour- prevent me from buying any type of clothing that is on sale. so they did a good job by blocking my view when we came to the clothes department, job nicely done, hahaha. i managed to get out of sg wang unscratched, no new clothes on hand, though it was hard but i did it! i walked out of the building feeling proud(but i managed to get myself a pair of sunglasses from vincci... that was something i needed, so its not counted)=þ after picking out some better looking specs for josh, we left the place in a jam packed monorail which we waited 3 to 4 monorails to go by to actually get into one-in one piece. ppl were squished inside that tube, n sometimes u wonder what their wandering minds were thingking at that very moment. we switched to ktm at kl sentral, n said bye to both of them at seputih stop. i tell u, we never stopped laughing since..since... since this morning! was good exercise for my stomach. came down at salak selatan stop, n as i was expecting a building to b infront of the station, it suddenly hit me that i was at the wrong station when i didnt see the building there, instead it was a large piece of unwanted land. then i remembered that i actually had to take the star link n not ktm(which also has a stop called salak selatan). but calm as i were, i jz walked out of that creepy place to find out where exactly i was, n then i saw the busy road which was more familiar. called my mom, told her the new location to pick me up n got home safe. its always fun hanging out with my boobies(do not get me wrong, boobies=a word invented by my boobies when they learned about the word boo which means really close buddies-nothing obscene or foul about it-a friendly word). they claimed that this would b my last term break with them as i mite b going down under next year, leaving my boobies behind, so they said they'd wanna spend more time with me. n i'm enjoying it =) ~peace out~
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
shopping fever
i jz found out something today.... its mainly bad news for my dad and good news for... no one(well, maybe for those involved in the industry)... that i'm not only a chocoholic, i'm a SHOPPOHOLIC!!!! y does it hv 2 happen?! i tot i had full control, i tot i had the ability to hold tight to my wallet, and jz go for a simple window shopping. but no... things r getting worst. i not only hv to start bringing less money out, i also hv to keep my mind off those clothes that r on 70% discount by locking myself in some place with food or burry my face in a thick book if i'm ever near or in a shopping complex. last time, i remember it was me controling ppl from buying too much, but now, its my turn to b held back from touching those things on sale. maybe it runs in every girl's blood. but then there r some girl friends who hate shopping. i guess its jz the sale season that's giving me high fever n go nuts when i see that [SALE] sign. i went out with mom today, n i think she regreted on pointed out that nice black shirt from tz' factory. from that black shirt, it led me to a white top, then to another n another. amazing how things work around places like these.maybe its the songs they play in complexes that when u play it reversed u'll hear "buy more stuff, u cant get it anywhere else, in any other time, but now, here. spend till u hv no money to eat or even go home! muahahaahaha" but i cant blame them for my disease, they really do hv some point there, dumb consumers like me hv to fall for their advertisement persuasions or else they wont survive. see, from another point, i'm contributing to the cycle of the economy, so that unemployment rate will remain low, thus living standards of the society will be high. on the contrary, my living standard will eventually deteriorate n i'll hv to get another route for my source of money inflow... ok, enough crapping. i've to sleep to go for another day of shopping tmr. its the survival of the fittest!!!
Sunday, August 14, 2005
smart but cant overcome exams...?
exams-- one thing u have to go through in life. we have to go through tests, trials, tribulations, afflictions, obstacles, watever n watever, in order to succeed in the end. but now, for me it's jz going through it to suffer n to learn how to accept my failures. it never was easy, looking at ur pathetic grades on the list, praying that no one knows ur ID number. but then, in some ways, i do enjoy exams. i get to study with ppl who r also going through those watever watevers. i studied on ground floor of block E almost everyday and nite for a week (we were considered indoors so somehow were safe from the haze). the CF clan combined 3 tables together, making something like a fellowship of the square ring thingy. ur room seems to b a depressing place to study n block E was all filled with the spirit of 'studying'. not that i love to study, but once i set foot into block E, i would want to read up the syllabus covered in my exams-maybe coz everyone's eyes were either on books or laptops. i also enjoy group studying, things get in ur heads better(especially the time when i had group study with liz n yew keong on law n econs). oh ya, not forgetting watching futurama with horny while having lunch/dinner. the show was lame, but it was funny looking at horny laugh at stupid things when u're jz supposed to go -_-" haahaha, horny, F.R.I.E.N.D.S. is still my all time favourite, no offence to futurama. but i enjoyed myself, even though i was supposed to be suffering n grieving. well, it's not over, i've more things to enjoy about now, nyehehehe. oh ya, b4 i end, i jz wanna put down a little somethin' somethin' that i achieved this week. i did an IQ test that horny ask me to, and i scored at total of 160 out of 200!!!! yeeehar!! though my 2nd test was jz 125, but i still beat horny. HAHA! others (liz, sam, alwyn, ashley...)tried that test too, but they still couldnt beat me, MUAHAAHAH. okok, better stop this b4 someone comes n stuff their shoe in my mouth. till next time, ciou.
haze, haze, go awayz
as i walked out of the classroom one day last week, i saw thick smoke in front of me so i thought it was my glasses fogging up, but then i wasnt wearing my glasses! i was on contacts, then wat the...? then i saw ppl choking beside me, walking with hands on nose n mouth, then only i realized i too was grasping for 'real, genuine' air. so then i thought it was some little forest fire thingy near college-since inti is located in the middle of some jungle n a desert(dun ask me how they combinate-they jz do) . then it got worse. we had to feel our way back to our rooms. my hands were on horny's hp-cum-camera, snapping shots of hills n greenery that was once there n now gone. the haze was so bad, that birds have no where to mate! no kiding. i was filling up my water tumbler in the pantry one day n there was this pair of birds, indoors. they were chirping so loudly we cud hear the echo at the end of the alley. then tiba-tiba, this bird was trying to go ontop of the other bird. i was like...OMG! praying that the water would fill my tumbler faster. can u imagine?!?!? birds cant mate at their natural habitat n they have to do it inside...? oh puleez!! go get some privacy...man..anywayz, i've been drinking alot of water since everyone who u talk to now no longer end their conversation with 'take care, bye'; instead they say 'drink lots of h2o, bye'. but then my lips were cracking still... making me look like princess Armidala from SW1(is that how u spell her name?) well, guess the haze is here to remind us not to take the free 'air' for granted. breathe it while u still can.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
i'm alive!
i'm alive..? i'm...ALIVE! i've jz been resurected from the dead. the guy with the hood n hook has left the scene, the sun is up, n i'm smilling till my cheeks hurt. its the end of the war...war against being sleepy at 12+ but still forced to carry on to finish up the whole syllabus; war of not watching friends for one week; war of living like a zombie with a scheduled dying time; its THE END of the war of sem 2 finals!!!!! muahahahaha! ...nyek, *cough choke* n here comes the final sem--major killer. but i'm not gonna let that ruin my 2 weeks of unroutined life. though i've to finish up 6 chapters of law in this 2 weeks n hand in a media research report by the 1st week of skool, n also a super-thick-ENL-project by next sem.....*breathe in..* BUT ntg is going to stop me from having fun. woohooo!!!! holidays! come to mama~~ i watched more than 10 episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. continueously today, while packing. it was so nice => unbelievable how that show can make me laugh till my stomach cramps n even make me cry...i mean seriously cry, not the laugh-until-cry cry(it was when ross n rachael broke up for the 1st time-season 3). i was enjoying myself in my room all day, still being swept away with the feeling of being free. i shifted my stuff to my new room(angela came to help with the heavy ones), n i was amazed that i was actually living in a room full of dirt! unseen dirt-under the cupboard, the bed, the CPU, my printer. yer.... and the poor lizards that lived with the dirt... eewwww... but then its good lizards were around, to help eat up stupid mosquitoes. one thing bad about them...they r not toilet-trained! they poop everywhere in the room, so i've to look properly where i step in case i step on land bombs that look like some tiny black thing shaped like a grain of rice. n not forgetting the inccident in the toilet! yuck! --i shall not relate that story here in public... too obscene. well, but i'm glad i finally get to clear up the place, n shift to a cleaner room. it was nice living in DG-25. great memories though it was jz a few months. the amount of liquid i've spilt on the floor...the number of insects i've killed in the room (grace's greatest fear is to hv any contact with insects, so i've to kill them all) i'll miss this room... well, i shall write more about the things i missed blogging about another time, to give u a break n make this blog look well proportioned. -over n out-
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
i din't get lost going to low yat-alone!!! (big achievement)
well, if u're a loyal reader(haha, jz writting that to make myself feel gooo~ood) u wud hv noticed i havnt been blogging for quite some time d. well, its either my life has become so dull that i dunno what to blog about or probably too excited till i dunno where to start. well, i can say its neither. its jz that i've been choking with assignments, tests, quizes and so forth for the past week, n when i finally have the time to blog, my inspiration n mood goes to my ever-tempting hostel bed. ok, enuf crapping, i shall write about my day in kl. the story was this: rememeber my dying baby mp3? well, it's fixed! hallelujah! so i had to go low yat to retrieve it. n since i had to meet someone in kl so i arranged everything to get my butt down. good thing lovena had to go there too, to get some information on tatoo places n body piercing 'services' for her law project. her fren ,nicholas, came to accompany her. i told her i'll b doing my own stuff in kl, then i'll meet her again when we're done. so when i got down to sg wang, i kena ffk. well, i cant get mad...i never do. so i went along with lovena. we had lunch at a jap restaurant on the 6th floor. pretty nice place. nick paid for it. then we went to the tatoo parlour, which was not what i assumed it wud look it. it was brightly lit, with alot of pix on the wall, of ppl with tatoos n pierced body parts. the guy asked lovena to come on week days so her mission failed. then we went to get my mp3, walked around, nick went to cut his hair, lovena went for a Lan CÔme thingy where they give u free make up n free photo shoots n a free magazine if u pay 30bux to subscribe for some stuff. i was waiting there for her then the ffk-er called n said he'll meet me in 20 mins to pass me something. so i waited 10 mins n started to walk to low yat(i knew that i din know the way so i needed 10 mins to get lost) suprisingly i found my way thru to low yat, waited there for about 15 mins, then he called n said he was in a jam, so i waited sumore. saw khai shang n some st john juniours (found out that st johns won 1st prize for marching comp! so happy for them, n felt a little shameful of myself-coz i din get best commander when i was one back then) then waited sumore, until i beh tahan, n started to walk back to lovena. when i got back, nick was with lovena waiting for me at a very expensive coffee house, drinking a cup of 12-buck coffee each. i sat there waiting for the call, then ran back as soon as he called. got a very very beautiful wrap-around-skirt. jz that i think he forgot that i was short, n the skirt is too long for me... got back to them then we went back to nilai. for the whole day, i jz spent money on transportation per se. honestly, i wud have stayed in n finished up my draft on sat n relaxed on sun if i knew i was gonna spend it this way. newayz, i shall let by gones b by gones. till next time, ciouuzzzz
Saturday, July 23, 2005
tricks u never wanna teach ur com
when u nid them the most, they will always fail u... i'm refering 'them' to computers n technical stuff. my com here, has been faithfully serving me for the past few years and it has always been very smart in sencing when i nid it the most, and that is when it will shut down on me. lately, ms jun my english lecturer wanted us to hand in all the past works that we have done, and i, who have trusted my com to the max, nicely saved my work in my C drive. now that i desperately need those stuff, microsoft has to play tricks on me by restarting my com automatically whenever i open a file from microsoft. ms mok my econs teacher, who admits that she like torturing us, also made us hand in our presentation's hard copy to her by friday. and i couldnt open my power point file on thurs nite. just the rite time rite? such a smart computer i have. good thing we were smart enuf to re-locate my files n did the hardcopy thing on time with my partner, nicole's laptop. another case is my new, baby mp3. i bought i mainly for leisure n pleasure, heehee. n now that i've got to start interviewing ppl for my eng n law research, my mp3 also learnt my computer's style= play dead. just great! hopefully ntg goes wrong wtih my hp, or i'll die of veins-popping-in-my-head sickness. well, i better end it here b4 my com goes haywire again. wish me luck even in posting this blog...
Friday, July 22, 2005
a change?
hot baths- exactly wat u nid on a rainy day, though its not in a hot tub with bubbles or rose petals, but a hot bath is wat i nid rite now. n of all times, someone has to b in the hot water cubicle. every single time, i repeat, every single time i wanna have a hot bath, someone has to b there. except for one time i was bathing really late at nite. grace doesnt face this difficulty. its jz me. its jz weird. why me? so out of desperation, i resorted to the cold showers. well, i must say i'm not so much of a cold person(though a cold shower can b very refreshing) but i still prefer being hot/warm. as i was taking that super cold shower, i realized how stuborn i was. when someone was using the hot bath, i wud wait there with my pail n towel. i jz wouldnt give in for a change. when ppl r so comfortable with wat they hv, then it would take one million good reasons for a change, or else u cud jz 4get about it. the comfort zone really holds tight to the lazy bums who jz wouldnt opt for something new--its natural. take hin loong for example. he was telling us of his pharmacy experience while driving us back from makan. he said he goes to this pharmacy n buys stuff from that place. one panadol pill cost him 2 bux, n he buys 5 pill. he keeps going to that place, until one fine day it was closed. so he had go a little further to another pharmacy..which sold 40 cents per pill. he never knew about that until he CHANGED. well, cant blame him for that... poor sick guy. but then if we were more used to change, we wud b living in a more flexible world, accepting new trends n new discoveries. maybe the change cud b better, but of course, maybe not. so far, i've never heard of ppl dying coz of change, well, maybe not to a certain extend. anyhow, its all in the mind set. u either set it to b a firm mind set, or u set it to b flexible n adventurous with a little thing they call 'change'...
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
hearing aids for mamak
every single time i order maggie mee goreng TAK MAU PEDAS, they would nicely gimme maggie mee goreng pedas. then when it comes i'll ask "pedas tau tak?" they'll say "sikit sikit..." (in actual fact its the spicy one)wat is this man! i tot u wrote it down on that small frail piece of paper!!?!?! its not that i cant eat spicy food, i jz dun like it... so there goes, mamaks need special hearing aids that help them detect phrases like TAK MAU PEDAS. newayz, i went melati jz now with liz, clara, n xiou tong for diner n that was where i got my most recent maggie goreng 'sikit sikit' pedas. then i met clara's fren, rueben from india, engineering student. he looked familiar initially, then i found out he was lead singer of the band that usually performs in college events called 'wonderers', i think. woohoo, glad to hv this chance to meet him. too bad their team performed their last performance at the squashaton last week. well, i wanna blog on my weekend but i dun hv much time n mostly coz i cant remember anything -not tha anything drastic happened. jz remembered i got to see jerome! n i watched kingdom of heaven. thats about it. ~peace out~
Friday, July 15, 2005
*music*
music, my companion n medicine. when i'm happy, it makes me happier n upbeat. its also like my plaster when i'm hurt n down. some songs make me feel hyper, some songs can make me sit still n shut up, some can make me feel like i'm falling in love all over again, some brings back long forgotten memories, some can even make me feel kinda sexy, hahaha. music~ it can easily change my mood[if u know how to pick the rite songs] lately, i've been forcing instrumental music into my ears, blasting it on my headset, trying to drown the twins songs played by my neighbour. they said listening to intrumental songs can boost ur IQ, but i jz find it very artistic. how on earth can maxim play so many notes in one go? its like he's playing the piano with his fingers n toes. i also noticed i cud culculate faster while listening to the flight of a bumble bee. music~ oldies especially, can make me admire, the way beegees pull the high notes thru out the whole song, n how girls can fall for 4 mushroom-headed beetles, how elvise can dance properly in his bell-bottoms singing "u aint ntg but a hound dog". its a wonder. music~ chinese songs r always sentimental. its like their gonna cry any moment. but its still nice after all. the fast beat ones r also pretty cool, rapping in chinese is cooler. music~ ballards that have trumpets ballowing like no one's business. its like u can imagine broadway dancers kicking in can-cans singing "new york! new york!".definitely can fight with bollywood dancers. music~ hip hop n r&b, goes watzup????!!! to all da shorteys n all u dawgs r my homieeesss yoyo! heehee. finally, the jazz and the blues. soothing n jazzy.... i was listening to michael buble then frank sinatra, n felt like i was listening to something twice. they were practically singing the same song, so it was like double pleasure. music~poetry~beat~rhythm....
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
stuffed sunday
last sunday.. that was yesterday to b exact, i went to city harvest church at sunway. phui yee came to pick me up,then keith then sandra, then all the way to tropicana to fetch ming, then to sunway. took us such a long time to get there... man it was tuff sitting at the back seat of a kembara, with 2 guys squishing me in the middle. when we got there, i was suprised to c that i was walking into a building in between used-car store-place/bengkel/watever u call them. there wasnt any signs that leads to this church.pretty rugged on the outside, but when i stepped into the church, it was like a totally different world. fully carpeted n air conditioned. this tall, fair n handsome usher showed us the way to the hall. the lobby was a little small, but it opened up to a huge place (looks pretty much like a studio with alot of seats facing the stage and spot lights hung from the ceiling), half filled with young ppl. we were kinda early, so we got to get good seats. half of the seats were on flat carpeted ground, n the other half were some sort elivated(like in a lecture theater). i really like the usher system, where all the guys will wear a tie n a suit, n girls will wear something very formal with heels, n all of them had headfons on. chun man... very cekap also. i met timothy chan b4 the service started, met some of his frends but i cud hardly rememer any names rite now. there was this choir group by the side of the stage, with a condensed mic hanging from the ceiling. there were 3 worship leaders n some back up vocalist. 2 pianist, 1 basis, 1 guitarist, 1 drummer. worship was nice, something very different. then ps kevin loo preeched on daily encounters with God. the service ended at 12. chatted with tim n his cg frends for a while, then saw karen(from nilai international coll) there too. later, we left for segambut to have lunch(dun ask me y go so far). the long awaited seafood noodle finally came...good thing i had breakfast. the bowl was pretty big, with 3 huge prawns, alot of lalas n oysters, sotongs, fish, seaweed.... starting to drool? well, heck yea i enjoyed that meal.... of course i had to! it costed me 11bux! the small bowl was 11, the big was 13. n it wasnt in any fancy dinner place with nice air fresheners sprayed every few minuites... we were eating that ambrosial under a tree! thank goodness it was leafy n shaddy, or we'd melt(some were eating the tomyam n curry flavoured)--so imagine the 'pleasure'. went home after that, slept like a pig coz i was really stuffed. woke up to the smell of durians that floated from the living room. mom bought home alot of durians from the durian fare at church. dad n i licked the tuperwear clean... was again--stuffed. after packing for another week in hostel, i went to this hse in midah for an appreciation party for the cheras churches youth concert. and again i was stuffed. the lagsania n drumstick was awesome. had more than enuf that nite while fellowshiping with ppl from other churches. too bad kat n ben din come, i really enjoyed being with them during the concert practices. left at about 9.40 to nilai, had to discuss some stuff with nicole regarding the presentation on thu. if it wasnt for that, i'd b going to edmund's hse for another bbq time with the senior yuffs. well, cant complain....i had a stuffed sunday, and AMEN to that!
Friday, July 08, 2005
encounter with migrants
entirely for my law project, i had to go all the way to kl to conduct an interview with some social activist:dr. irene fernandez. dont ask me wat a social activist is but i know it is very political n i wish not to go into that. i left college with a malay girl from march intake SAM, lyana, at about 12. i entered the ebony black E240 benz, with a big smile on my face, introducing myself to her parents in the front seats. they were nice ppl, especially her mom. after the into blah blah, i dozed off n didnt know where we were heading to. when i woke up ,about to ask her where we were, her mom poped her head from the front n said they're going back to their home to do some stuff, then "we'll shoot off at 1pm sharp" n i was like, o..k..., so where is this place? n i saw the huge sign board [[BANGI]] the land of the rich malays~~ the auto-gate was chun-er then the ones in the city, the entrance was so grand i tot i was still sleeping in that E240. there was this japanese theme where they had little stone walk ways leading to some chun water fall n 'koi' fish swimming in clear water of the 'pond'. her dad parked the car beside a toyota n a benz, then i entered the hse with my jaw falling to the floor. the interior had this malayish aura, yet modern enuf to suit the rich. bonzai plants were placed beside huge plastic orcid plants, and the marble titles on the floor spelt 'expensive' on it. they went inside, after asking me to sit on that humungus brown couch. they were walking around, smilling at me when they walked pass, doing their own stuff as i sat in awe, with my jaw still on the floor. the kakak served me some pink liquid in a crystal glass which was heavier than my head i think. left at 1 sharp, seriously 1 sharp. down to town on jalan tunku abdul rahman, to the TENAGANITA hq. inside that penthouse, a sprial stairway headed up to God knows where. lyana, her mom n i waited by the reception, with alot of migrants beside us. we waited for more than half n hour b4 we were entertained, went into the office of that activist, which had posters of anuar on the wall. she was a very firm lady, who made her motives clear at the start. her knowledge about the immigration procedure was so wide, for a moment i tot i went to the wrong place for my topic. but then i got my point straight as she also dealt with abuse cases. left the place at about 3.45, waited for dad to pick me up feeling hungry n tired(i did not have lunch-which then i survived on a packet of nips). droped aunt jocelyn off at sg long, n i had roti pisang at a mamak restaurant with dad. came back to nilai at 6.15 went straight for cf. i wish to continue blogging about cf, but its jz that i've been telling wat happened in cf to 3 ppl who din go for the thing n i dun feel like saying it all over again. so thats it for today. over n out
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
prom nite
prom to me, was supposed to b something grand and romantic, with dancing, meeting new ppl, getting dressed up, walking into a grand ballroom grasping on to ur partner's arms, have a pleasant dinner, have a spiced up good nite kiss when he sends u back, floating back to ur room to dream the sweetest dream ever... k, though the last part doesnt count, but i find this whole intiball thing not up to the level that i expected. actually i expected something like this to happen in a msian prom... it's not all lovey dovey with clouds around angels dancing gracefully... intiball+msian college students=picture taking+picture taking+more picture taking. none of the guys i know knows how to dance ballroom dance. instead they jz stepped on my toes as i hopelessly cling on to my stiff partner. the mcs were mumbling some weird language that u have to close ur eyes to concentrate on the words to form it into the normal english language. the performances were so out of place- the band played the jumbo song...where the only thing that caught my eye was the conductor enthusiastically waving his hands and rear end with the beat of the jumbo song.the food was cold. my partner was cold(so we went out for a stroll-which was pretty romantic). every girl dressed 'too much' to suit this situation i must say. some looked like wifes of tycoons with huge curls on their heads, and some has dresses on so gaudily that some shortsighted ppl mite mistaken them for an illuminated christmas tree. i was among the few who dressed in a simple manner, having the ability to camouflage with the back scene during photo sessions. anyhow, i must give credit to the door gifts that they lavishly gave out- chip magazines, facial wash, nescafe packets, oil blotters... and most of all, condoms! well... 80bucks... nicely spent eh? with all the bad points flooding this blog, i must say i'm very glad that someone special was there experiencing that social faux pas with me.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
icf rally 05
one thing i realized after the cf rally: ppl start wearing pink polo tshirts around college(yes, even guys)...why?! no one wore that b4 the rally.. i'm not saying that ppl are following my personal fashion statement or something, maybe it's jz that ppl din realize how sweet n innocent the color pink brings out, until i wore it in the rally...hahaha, nola jz kiding... its amazing how things work here in college... according to terry, theres a pink shirt day for the guys in college. they din set a day for it, but simply through some sort of telepathy they know when to wear what on the same day- so u'll c guys walking pass u looking as gay as possible(but i have to admit some guys look so cute in pink!) anyways... i jz watched the video of the dance. well i cant say it was perfect but i kinda liked it. it was like a whole new thing to me... like all the practices had totally paid off. though i made one mistake... ok 2... but i did have fun dancing on stage. the crowed was swell. at 1st i tot it was the song that had the cheering crowd sound, but i was wrong. the crowd screamed so loud, i couldnt even hear the music! actually i did have alot of fun that nite. taking pix(with empty stomaches) after that was awesome too. well now that its all over n done, we can get back to our normal routine-- minus the dance pracs n banner paintings.i really enjoyed experiencing the production of the rally. God touched many hearts that nite. an ex miss inti (girl who wears thick make up and revealing clothings all the time) accepted Christ! God works n deals with ppl in un-sangka-able ways!
Thursday, June 30, 2005
clueless
shocked-- as i still am rite now... that someone i do not know is reading my blogs. maybe i do know u zul, just that i cant recall...if u're reading this, pls lemme know who u r, thx. well started my day very lazily, was raining cats n dogs n maybe even elephants! din wanna get out of bed. so instead of getting up to revise on my work...i stayed in bed till i was 'almost' late for class, but wasnt, eheh. got my maths quiz back. tot angela wud score full marks in it. mana tau, i was the one who got full! she was pretty pissed i sensed... anyways, went for lunch after that, came back to room for a while, then went to lovena's hse with iris n her. i borrowed allot of her girlly stuff for the prom eg: blusher, earings, bag... came back at about 3, did some revision then jolin started to play with the make ups i brought back. she was trying it out on me... another girlly day it seems. went for prayer meeting at 6, back at 9 n now i'm starting to revise on my work. it's always when a big event gets closer, i seem to have plenty of time for myself(or so to say studies..)and when nothing is happening... i'm too bz for alot of things... wonder y... well, i'm really excited bout the rally tmr. hope its gonna b a blast! timothy from brats jz msged me today saying he'll come! really glad i cud meet up with my fellow brat mate! peace out
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
huge apple
i just ate the largest, most humungus, most enormous apple i've ever seen in my 18 years living on this earth. it was like the size of my stomach! it took me half an hour to finish it... felt like i jz finished a meal after that... but i got hungry really soon. thats all i have to say today. peace out
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
3 days in a blog
singing on stage was always a great experience for me. so was this one in freedom2. i din know jeff, edmond n alex were in a band--the army of three. was great having the chance to b in the same team as them. the whole thing ended so fast, but i'm glad i made some frends--kat, ben, nick, mike... i left the concert very quickly that nite, coz i had to rush for mama's bday diner. but b4 i go into the dinner thing, i jz wanna say i had fun b4 n during the concert. when we were on stage, the lights were so bright n the smoke was so thick, it was like singing in 'heaven' hahaha, can only c hands n small figures jumping to the beat. though i din really hear myself, but horny said they can hear my voice clearly. horny came with shua n peili. i also saw andrew tan. looks the same on tv. ok, now to the dinner part. everyone was there when i reached, jz waiting for the food. it was at the mei sik restaurant near shell station tmn midah. the food was ok, but dunno y this year we din have that much fun compared to last years. practically all my mama's sons were drunk. the inlaws looked blur, the kids were aggitated, n i din quite notice the ppl at other side of the room. this was like the fastest bday dinner mama ever had. well, the good thing is, some aunties n uncles noticed a change in me, hahaha. they said wah, "yuit dai yuit leng lui ah" i bet they dun even know which son's kid i was. but at least they noticed, heehee. walked back to mama's hse after that, sat around with cousins, then went home. next morning, went to church, pergi makan, then headed home. at 1pm, yeeyee came to pick me up. i jz wanted to get some advice on making-up for the prom, din know she was so serious in it. then i found out she was actually back to the make up line, instead of travelling. so we went to popo's hse, i tried out some of her dresses, but i still liked the one she gave me long time ago. looks more classy n sexy. she tot me some make up styles, though i prefer to go plain n sweet. after a few hours of girlly stuff, she sent me home, i packed, then went for dinner with laisuk's family, goh goh, n dai bak. after that dai bak came along to send me back to nilai. spent the whole nite helping grace rush for the tickets tying. 700 copies!!! so crazy. i also did some preparation for the informal presentation which i jz did in eng class jz now. i have to admit i din do much preparation but the teacher's comments on my presentation was good. she said i had the most confidence in speaking in public, heehee. k, wanna go sleep now b4 the next class starts...
Friday, June 24, 2005
feeling narcissistic
i just came back from a very discouraging econs class, n i dun have the mood to say anything rite now, however i've alot of things that r running in my mind, n i wud like to spill it all out, not in order: (most)taxi drivers r crazy, i'll never get on one alone, chinese tv series r getting better, i din enjoy madagascar as much as i expected i wud b, grace has her hp alarm set for 8am every morning even if she wakes up much later than that. i feel like eating burger king, i have super bad memory, durex is a good condom choice, i feel vain today, what should i wear for this sat's concert? my keyboard looks dull n uninviting yet its so nice to type on, dai bak's coming back tmr from auzzie, really hope he brings back uncle toby's, most girls i know watch porn but i still find it uncomfortable watching other ppl do it. ground floor toilet sux, its only worth going is coz of the hot water shower, something is so wrong with my printer, there are 7 water bottles on my desk now, i have clothes to wash, and...i wanna go pee now... peace out--
Thursday, June 23, 2005
fat chocolate lady in black cheong sam
i think the new law project they jz implemented this year for sam students is a crazy thing to do! as if we dun have work for our english project, and the usual two media researches for law itself is easy stuff?!?! we have a life too! we're not zombies of the new era. n ms sharlini is really not helping! instead of helping me draft out some interview questions, she canceled some of my questions! she said she'll help in getting organizations for our interview...now she jz wants us to go look for it ourselves on the net, call them ourselves, go there n interview them with our own questions! inti pay her for wat? i know she shouldnt spoon feed us, but at least show us how to eat la.... ahhhhhhh! cant she jz help abit? well.... no use getting mad at her now. have to struggle myself la.... actually i'm fine with my work, i think..., its jz that the others r also struggling n they ask me for help. only me n abi(girl from kenya who skips evey single class of ms shalini's) can help. yer...this sux. anywayz, enuf bout work, i jz found out that one guy from high skool "tried" to hit on me n heidi, but din get to. hhaha, weird... now he found me in hi5 n friendster. funny i din know such stuff. well, these fews days i've been eating alot. so much that i dun think i have enuf money for he next few days for meals... i dunno y, but i seem to b addicted to chocolate n sweet stuff. i drank milo in the morning, cloud nine in class, another bar of choc shared with frends in econs class, bought cadburry bar after lunch, had it in between classes, stopped by at bakerry after class, bought chocolate vanilla roll n another chocolate something. had it b4 dance prac. oh man!!!!! i'm so getting fat. ok, i've gotta do something bout it. prom's in less than 2 weeks time. have to gam fei. good la now that i've spent all my money, i can skip meals.... ok, not a good idea. wat if i dun fit into the dress on that day?! hor, die. last nite grace showed me her dresses. was pretty nice. but she said black was too common, everyone will b wearing black. my dress is black too, but i like t that way, wanna b low profile la. she asked me to wear my cheong sam, to look more outstanding, but then i'll b like some old aunty at the wrong place. c how la, next week i'll bring all my 'ga chang' n get help from my girly frends here, especially lovena. too bad she's not going. this weekend and the next will b so happening! then after all these, i'll get to relax abit... n maybe eat more chocolates again, heehee, jkjk. k la going to sleep now, it's getting late. no use staying up late studying acc if ntg goes in. good nite ,reader ;)
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
contact lens blues
the coments i got from ppl who actually notice the difference in me after wearing contact lenses were negative, or they choose to b on the safer side, that is to jz say :"....u look different..". liz said i look sleepy n tired without my specs. kim beng said it's like i've been punched in the eyes! some didnt even know i used to wear specs! haiz... the only good coments were from lai suk who said i look nice, and another from joshua, who said i look more elegant. thats all... how sad. even my dad said i dun look like myself. but anyhow, i like my specs-less look. reminds me of my childhood days when i used to run around without specs. the only mah fan thing is it takes up a little time in the morning for me to put them on. overall i find it pretty cool. i dun have to take off glasses b4 napping or even bother to look for glasses after i wake up. i can now c clearly during bath times, heehee(i used to have vague baths). now i gotta train my fingers in handling delicate n fragile stuff.... not easy to put something in ur eye. not easy... but i did it.
Monday, June 20, 2005
saturday out
woke up early on sat, met joshua at the train station, who drove to low yat. so long din c him, n we still have so much to talk about. so much to catch up on. he's still as funny n as lame. we went straight to the mp3 shop, showed the guy my mp3 which cannot b turned on... sadly he said it has to go back to the factory for 3-4 weeks... again, i'm mp3less. once we were done, 3za called saying that she's screaming for some hong kong artists who came to low yat. i went to look for her after a short while of window shopping with joshua in sungai wang. had lunch at low yat, left the place n went to midvalley. both of us were laughing so hard in the car we were tearing when we reached mv. parked the car, went to the toilet to put my contact lens (josh said he wanted to c me in it, said i look more elegant in it, heehee, finally a good compliment--everyone said i look sleepy without my specs)then went to look for a tube top, but failed to find one in the entire mv! i also wanted to get heels, but vincci was closed, esarli's shoes looked cheap but cost a bomb! when we were about to give up, joshua finally said something usefull--"lets try nose". went there, got a good pair of heels, ngam ngam below my budget, then we went our own ways, he had to go for some musical thing in his college, n i had to go for iu day at ymca. bought the ktm ticket, n waited for more than an hour for the dumb train to come! walked across to ymca from klsentral, saw my juniors in super low cut sexy dresses! i was like, wat the... they look too old for their age. either that or i'm the one who's not mature. horny was there with peili too. we were the only ones who were decently dressed! hahaa, had fun seeing my juniors struggle for this event. reminds me of my days in skool, now its all over! muahahahaha! okla, not so bad la. left ymca at 6, horny fetched me to 3za's hse, went to mama's hse with her family. had dinner, watched jerry mcguire. i totally cannot remember the whole show though i know i watched it when i was much younger. wanted to watch electra, but then i was all sticky n stuff, wanted to go home to bathe. waited for dad to finish his football game then he sent me n charmaine home. that was my entire saturday.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
bunk in at iris' a/c room
i find it easier to find time to blog during the afternoon. maybe coz everything just starts happening at nite. its just a little mah fan to blog now, coz the internet connection is really slow during the afternoon.... anyways, as from where i stoped ydy, i went for the law debate finals after law class. the hall was already half full by 4 sharp. the debate started at 4.15 after some speeches. the debate was innitially boring, coz i din c where they were heading to... it was like a mess, but it ended ok. the proposing team fought for something n the opposition another. the title is this ["one is left with a horrible feeling now that war settles nothing; to win a war is as disastrous as to lose one"-agatha christie] some were talking on war against HIV, war against ecstacy... some were talking on the nuclear war/ the afghan war... anywayz, the propossing team won, but abigail who was on the opposition won best speaker. i knew her since we were kids, she's my mom's good fren's daughter. anyways, it was kinda fun overall. they invited college students from inti subang, n form 6 students from st. paul's boys skool seremban. after that, i went straight for dance prac. this time we did it much better than b4, then was the sketch prac, which i only play a small role(klf only). joey was soooo funny with his huge actions! hahaha.left afer my part was done, came back to bathe, went to da pau food then went to iris' room to do math. i taught lovena n iris how to use the graphing prog, then i started on my own work. we had fun chatting. heehee, it's been a while since i had the 'girl talk'. really miss those times with heidi n jia wei... i finished my work at 2, we all started to laze around, then we went to bed. oh yeah...3 girls on a single bed! iris wanted to watch house of wax for a long time d, but she cant find ne one to teman her watch, haha, so we just lied down n watch from the bed. lovena slept 1st, then i dunno bout iris, but i slept about 30 mins later... the show was too boring for me... today i asked iris if she watched the whole thing or not, she said no...n she slept even earlier than me! aduh... so much for temaning her, haha. liz told me paris hilton will die at the end of the show...shud have watched the whole thing, heehee, jz kiding. well, woke up at 8.15, came back to own room n continued sleeping, then went for maths class. got my maths test back,n it wasnt so good... 18/30. but i was 2nd highest, ater angela of course. so much room left for improvement. after class went for lunch at bakery with lovena, iris n liz, then now i'm back here in my room. ok, thats all for today.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
cacat blog system...
i actually blogged last nite but the blog din appear! wasted my time n energy... well, i din write much ydy also...so no biggie. had dance prac at 6 ydy, finished at 9. took us so long coz we had to finalize our formation, had fun though. some steps look simple but its kinda hard to do. will b having another prac later at 6 today. went for econs test this morning...din do good. i was, for the 1st time, scared during test. i did study, memorized important points, slept early... but i dunno y, at that time i jz cant reasemble my thoughts! i went blank, watever i studied wasnt in my head!!! so i resorted to common sence(which is wat i always do when i get stuck during exams) but then this time, teacher gave us questions with alot of economics terms which r very hard to understand.... man... i din know wat to write. if i failed this...i get to pull up my grades at the 2nd test rite??? haih... no turning back d, it's over... anywayz, later after law class, the finals for the debate will b on! yes! another exciting debate session i shall witness! will write more bout it later. will b having class at 2(acc class canceled that y i can come back to room) till then, ciou
Monday, June 13, 2005
home sweet home
went back home on sat after the debate workshop, which was pretty interesting at first, but the room was freezing towards the end, so alot of ppl left, n then, made the hall even colder! anyhow i benefited from it, din waste my sat afternoon. as i reached home, i felt soooo, sooo.... at home! hahaha, missed my room, my own bathroom.... for half a month i've been away, so nice to b home, but now i'm back in nilai again. well, today i went for the band prac at 3. today's prac was more lively. not to say that last pracs were not lively, but coz this time, the choir group joined in, bout 20 of young ppl from various churches. their job is to jump n make the whole thing happening, hahah. had fun then. kevin was also one of them. wah, sooooo long din c him, except that once in my dream... he sent me home after that, packed my stuff then went pudu for bak kut teh. the place is so unhygenic, yet so many ppl eat there, coz the food memang not bad....okay, hafta start working. i'm having an acc quiz tmr, so i cant blog for long. from this week on, i'l try my best to sleep at least b4 12.30am. it may seem hard, but no harm trying, heehee.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
filling in the blanks
wow, its already 11oclock n i still feel that i din get enuf of living this day. looks like i've skiped a few days of blogging. that bcoz i've been having the busiest days of my 2 weeks stay here. tracking back to when i last stopped, i just finished telling bout the 1st half of my wednesday. i went for CF, and again was fed with the word of God by Ps Vick of Banting church.met an ex-inti student, David. we all went alson klana for dinner after CF. David's car was filled with stuff of Patrick the dog. the whole set cost 300bux! well, about more than 20 of us fellowshiped there. came back at 11 i think. did some of my maths work, then to bed. i had a horrific nite mare that nite. and jolin who was sleeping in with us said she heard me scream n kicked my blanket. grace said she heard nothing coz she was sound asleep... was a very scary experience.i din have a good day the next day, with the dream still very clear in my mind. went for the 6 hour class,then for prayer meeting. i find joining prayer meetings with cf members very edifying.after the prayer was an ex-co, committee, n cg leaders meeting. we shared alot about our experience on our spiritual growth, and wat we need each other to pray for. though i have alot to do the nex day, i din regret going for that meeting. everyone was praying so fervently for the cf rally. i cud c everyone is expecting alot from this n also sacrificing alot too. i saw the faith that the cf has that God will surely move in this event.went alson klana again for dinner with the committee members, came back to finish up my revision on my maths test n law class assignment. fortunately i did most of my work earlier, so i just had to read thru again. at 12 i went out to celebrate clara's bday. they bought a cake n we stood outside n sang the bday song from downstairs to clara's room. was a little embaressed, but then we did it in a group so it was so bad, doing it for a dear friend.after that we took her to the cafetaria, with the trashing cake, saying we were on low budget, so this was all we had. then when she blew the candle, they pushed her face to the cake, cracked an egg on her head n poured yogurt too! wah liou, soooo messy. i had a small slice of the real cake n went back to continue my work. slept at about 3.30am! got up at 7.30 then went for maths test. this time i knew most of the questions, but left out a few coz din have enuf time. hope i do well this time. went for english xtra class, left early to come back to get my cg stuff. went for cg, then had some snacked for lunch, then to law class. came back at 4, n knocked off rite after my head touched the pillow. lazed around till i got jseny, sumei(his gf), iris n liz to go pasar malam with me. ntg much diff from pasar malam of taman midah, just that there r more malay ppl selling raw meat n fish, ulk.. ate at shoplots behind the row, came back by bus too. took my bath, n here i am, blogging.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
dinner at cempaka
i seldom get the chance to actually get out of inti territory n do stuff outside. ydy, i got the chance to. grace has this fren called jolin. she's a marketing student from nilai international.she stays there, i think, but she always comes here to look for grace n her frends. so she's like my 2nd roomie. she's very frenly, can drive n i cud just click with her easily. last nite she asked me if i wanted to go for dinner, i said yeah(thinking that we'll b eating at dinning hall) but then when we walked out she turned rite to walk to the car park. she said she's taking me out to makan. she asked me to call liz too(she knows i always eat with her), then she picked up her fren from china at block J n we left. that was my 2nd time eating at that place in cempaka. the 1st was with horny's roomate n his frends- when i was the only girl there... we saw evangel n his frend's there. later hiin loong n kim beng came too- gom ngam gom kiu. the food was ok only, but its the experience of going out to makan la. well, as for today... ntg much happened. went for the ever boring maths class, angela was 'fishing' beside me. i was tempted to join the SAM science class which were also having maths class, but i din, heehee. went for lunch after that then back to room, hoping to c jer online, but still ntg of him... so i just studied for my law class ass on fri, then watched phantom of the opera. it was okler. very unique show. i cannot help but just notice the props they use. well, gotta go for cf now.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
part 2
so where did i stop at my previous blog? oh ya, saturday after noon... well, i just had late dinner at melati with the whole gang of cfers. da pau-ed food for clara, she came over to have a chat with me. she told me she n joey were back together again, and i wasnt suprised. however, i just got a news ydy that they broke up AGAIN. man... wat r they trying to do la? haiz, newayz... after the chat, i continued with my work, while chatting with eugene- an old fren of mine. met him at heidi's church camp i went for in year 2001 i think. after that we just chated on msn. and as we were chatting, he asked me out for a drink, n i said its kinda impossible coz i'm in nilai, n he's in pj. then he asked me how to get here n stuff then he said "ok, c u in about 45 mins time" and he went offline. i was like"what the?!" so i tot it was a joke, finished up my work, and went to bed. just b4 i closed my eyes, he called me n said he's in inti nilai, "so where do i wait for u?" i went "what the?!" again. so i asked him to park his car, n i walked out to meet him. wah, he's now so 'big sized' compared to 4 n a half years ago. i brought him into the dinning hall mamak, n he had a drink(i din coz i just brused my teeth) we chated till 3.30am! though we were interested in alot of different things but we just chatted... i was suprised that he'd drive all the way here just to chat, but it was nice seeing him again after such a long time. later, i went to sleep at 3.45am, and got up at 8.15 for church. went to banting church. had a nice time. ps christopher long was preaching, and his wife, sherline made the best nasi lemak i ever had! seriously. came back at about 1.20, got to learn more guitar chords in the bus. was so sleepy when i came back, but i had to leave for pd. packed some stuff, then mom, dad, charmaine, justine, n clemence came to pick me up. we got into our rooms and changed to go play at the beach. we wanted to go for kayaking(is that how u spell it?) but then the recreation guy said the tide wasnt high enuf. so we played beach volley ball instead. oh b4 that, we played sand fight! hahaha, all the girls were against clemence. i tot only snow ball fights existed but i din know sand fight was that much fun also, haha. had buffet dinner there. finished it with durians! as usual, cant really move after dinner. we walked around the hotel. dad showed us one part where i've never been to--the ball room. well, i've been in it, but not the waiting rooms behind it, it was so spooky then. later we went karaoke till 1 something, then droped dead back in our rooms. next morning, i had to stuff myself with food coz i knew i din have time for lunch. i had omelette, waffles, porridge, baked beans, sausages, bacon, ham, pancakes, hashbrown, strawberry juice and... i forgot wat else, but i know i was stuffed. went back hostel, was a little late for accounts class. went for dance prac at 6 then had dinner in my room. well, sounds like i had a great week end eh? well, for me i'd say 'thumbs up', but i'm begining to extremely miss someone....
Sunday, June 05, 2005
my saturday in hostel
woke up to the noise from my alarm clock at 8.45 this morning. din wanna get up at 1st coz it was drizzling n it was sooooo cozy n cooling(yes, at the same time) under my blanket. but then i had to drag myself to the toilet to wash up. left the room when they started to call... was a little late. we started off with worshiping God n an opening prayer. oh ya b4 that i learnt how to play the guitar. G, C, D major, and A minor. heehee... i 4got wat time we started the telematch coz we had to give evangel all our stuff that cant get wet. the ppl in my team were liz, ying dee, joey, alwyn, johnny, jason, sally, and me. we din do so well on the 1st game(bible quiz) coz we werent quite ready n evangel shooed us to the next station b4 our time was up(not fair...) 2nd game was in block E, station master:clara! it was a fun guessing game, we scored highest. 3rd station, flour game. we fooled around after the game. we also got the highest points. 4th stop: basket ball....in the rain!!! but we scored the highest also. last stop, water balloons. station master: kim beng! we scored the highest also, muahahaha. kimbeng kept throwing the remainding balloons straight to me! we had a blast then, ahaha. as all 3 groups gathered back at starting point, we had to finish up by putting up pieces of paper to form a puzzle, n the pieces was all over the place.... had to run so far! after that we had a group foto behind block E n the games committee threw water balloons n water from the 3rd floor while they were snapping the cam n all of us posing. wah, soooo zha dou... the telematch ended there when we were given our prizes (my group got 2nd-lost alot of points in the 1st game) then after that they all played the traditional 'game' here--trashing! they just grap hold of someone and everyone go pile on him, then the others will take water and pour from the top, or on the person on target. so funny. then we went back to bathe, came out for lunch, at pizza hut. then i went with cheryl and gang(had to, coz i was following her car) to buy poles for the banners. came back at about 3 somehting 4. helped them sew the banners(did a good work with carl on sewing the toughest banner among the 5 banners), then came back to room at 6. slept for about 20 mins, then now i'm studying for maths test next week, well...got bored so i blogged loh, heehee. wonder wats jer doing now...?thats all for now. ciou
Saturday, June 04, 2005
a week just went by
one week...just one week, went by just like that. so many things are coming up and i'm so excited. finally my english project is running smoothly, not like the previous one on surrogate mothers. and my law project is also moving. tmr is cf telematch day! four more weeks is cf rally, and 5 more practices will be the cheras churches youth concert... it was fun helping in the banner painting. i've never done that b4. it's also very fun dancing. i din have mucsle pulls when i went jogging, hahaha, i'm fit baby, fit! muhahah... well...gotta go now, wanna try finishing the whole star wars movies b4 i go for the latest one.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
friend with a million bfs
went for a refreshing jog with iris n lovena after a 7 hour straight class today. after jogging, we went to lovena's house to rest, looking thru most of her stuff. woah, she has soooo many expensive perfumes! gucci rush, davidoff, ralf lauren... she pointed out the ones given to her by her bfs. i asked her how many bfs she had, she said he cant count!then she showed me the pic of her current one n said she dun like him anymore now... i was like.. o..k... then i went thru her shoes. all the ellegant ones. saw this pair of boots. very nice. she's jz so rich man!!! after pestering around, i went back with iris, then went for a short cg leader's meeting n then out for dinner with iris at the new restaurant. dint like the food there. saw the SAM science gang there. seems so nice to b in a gang of classmates. not like my class... so seperated. i do mix with all of them but they all go different ways... anyhow, i'm happy with the people around me. marcuz is still depressed coz of his hp, he said he had too many pics n memories he had there that he still cant let go. well, life goes on. n i've so many work to do. gotta go.
"just as one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long n so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the ones open for us."-alexander graham bell
"just as one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long n so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the ones open for us."-alexander graham bell
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